】【小】【水】【知】【道】【伯】【伯】【在】【说】【酒】【话】【了】【】【只】【是】【不】【听】【，】【待】【说】【出】【他】【的】【打】【算】【】【她】【就】【急】【了】【：】【“】【伯】【伯】【，】【你】【想】【的】【好】【主】【意】【】【拿】【我】【外】【爺】【的】【铁】【匠】【铺】【去】【入】【股】【，】【我】【就】【那】【么】【想】【到】【河】【运】【队】【去】【吗】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【金】【狗】【说】【这】【话】【的】【时】【候】【，】【他】【先】【听】【到】【了】【屋】【里】【的】【某】【个】【角】【落】【有】【蛐】【蛐】【在】【叫】【】【后】【来】【就】【什】【么】【都】【听】【不】【到】【了】【，】【他】【看】【见】【了】【英】【英】【的】【胸】【部】【在】【起】【伏】【】【他】【心】【脏】【也】【跳】【得】【厉】【害】【，】【倏】【忽】【间】【周】【身】【产】【生】【了】【一】【种】【异】【样】【的】【感】【觉】【】【像】【浮】【坐】【在】【潮】【水】【头】【上】【一】【样】【陷】【入】【迷】【糊】【状】【态】【。】【这】【种】【迷】【糊】【以】【前】【在】【小】【水】【面】【前】【产】【生】【过】【】【但】【这】【潮】【水】【却】【常】【常】【被】【小】【水】【用】【一】【种】【说】【不】【出】【来】【的】【什】【么】【堤】【坝】【扼】【制】【住】【了】【。】【现】【在】【】【这】【种】【感】【觉】【又】【一】【次】【产】【生】【，】【他】【只】【觉】【得】【口】【渴】【】【嘴】【唇】【干】【燥】【，】【鼻】【孔】【里】【出】【气】【也】【热】【烘】【烘】【的】【了】【】【这】【时】【候】【，】【柜】【台】【上】【的】【煤】【油】【灯】【很】【亮】【地】【闪】【了】【几】【下】【】【爆】【出】【油】【干】【的】【火】【花】【儿】【。】【金】【狗】【说】【：】【“】【没】【油】【了】【】【我】【去】【添】【些】【油】【了】【。】【”】【英】【英】【却】【站】【起】【来】【将】【他】【拉】【住】【】【就】【在】【灯】【欲】【灭】【未】【灭】【之】【际】【，】【他】【感】【受】【到】【一】【双】【胳】【膊】【挽】【在】【了】【自】【己】【的】【脖】【子】【上】【】【是】【一】【条】【蛇】【，】【蛇】【在】【咬】【他】【的】【脸】【】【咬】【他】【的】【嘴】【。】【灯】【火】【轻】【微】【地】【跳】【动】【了】【一】【下】【】【彻】【底】【地】【熄】【灭】【了】【，】【夜】【如】【墨】【一】【样】【的】【黑】【】【一】【切】【都】【陷】【入】【死】【寂】【，】【他】【听】【到】【一】【种】【柔】【声】【在】【说】【：】【“】【金】【狗】【哥】【】【我】【叔】【很】【高】【兴】【咱】【们】【的】【事】【，】【他】【要】【我】【领】【你】【到】【我】【家】【去】【】【再】【不】【要】【叫】【他】【书】【记】【，】【他】【想】【听】【一】【声】【‘】【叔】【’】【哩】【！】【”】【金】【狗】【如】【喝】【醉】【了】【酒】【一】【样】【昏】【沉】【】【年】【轻】【人】【的】【冲】【动】【使】【他】【极】【力】【想】【与】【小】【水】【合】【二】【为】【一】【但】【却】【不】【能】【，】【如】【今】【英】【英】【的】【主】【动】【却】【又】【使】【他】【一】【时】【不】【知】【所】【措】【】【手】【脚】【拙】【笨】【。】【英】【英】【的】【身】【子】【发】【软】【】【软】【得】【像】【面】【条】【一】【样】【直】【往】【下】【溜】【，】【喃】【喃】【地】【在】【说】【：】【“】【金】【狗】【哥】【】【我】【受】【不】【了】【了】【，】【下】【边】【已】【经】【湿】【了】【…】【…】【”】【瞬】【间】【里】【】【金】【狗】【突】【然】【像】【发】【了】【狂】【的】【野】【狼】【，】【像】【金】【钱】【豹】【子】【】【把】【她】【抱】【起】【来】【，】【倒】【在】【炕】【上】【】【气】【喘】【吁】【吁】【地】【压】【迫】【她】【，】【揉】【搓】【她】【】【没】【有】【温】【柔】【和】【爱】【抚】【，】【是】【一】【种】【野】【蛮】【的】【仇】【恨】【性】【的】【发】【泄】【】【直】【到】【他】【大】【汗】【淋】【淋】【地】【滚】【在】【了】【一】【边】【，】【他】【感】【到】【十】【分】【痛】【快】【】【但】【脑】【子】【里】【却】【十】【分】【十】【分】【地】【空】【白】【了】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【女】【人】【说】【：】【“】【日】【子】【还】【没】【定】【下】【来】【】【这】【位】【妹】【子】【你】【怎】【么】【也】【知】【道】【，】【你】【怕】【要】【笑】【话】【我】【了】【吧】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【韩】【文】【举】【说】【：】【“】【这】【倒】【准】【确】【，】【这】【酒】【我】【是】【天】【天】【都】【喝】【的】【】【就】【是】【输】【了】【，】【输】【了】【的】【酒】【也】【是】【我】【喝】【得】【多】【】【我】【对】【福】【运】【和】【小】【水】【说】【：】【你】【们】【往】【后】【就】【是】【穷】【到】【拉】【棍】【棍】【要】【饭】【，】【也】【不】【能】【亏】【了】【我】【喝】【酒】【！】【”】【 】百米省队多少秒省队水平【 】【 】【 】【 】【两】【人】【又】【说】【了】【几】【句】【笑】【话】【】【便】【分】【手】【了】【。】【没】【想】【三】【天】【后】【】【金】【狗】【回】【到】【白】【石】【寨】【，】【去】【州】【河】【南】【岸】【采】【访】【回】【来】【】【才】【步】【行】【到】【南】【门】【口】【，】【一】【辆】【小】【车】【在】【前】【边】【停】【下】【来】【】【大】【空】【打】【开】【车】【门】【招】【呼】【他】【坐】【。】【金】【狗】【坐】【进】【去】【】【问】【今】【日】【又】【做】【什】【么】【买】【卖】【了】【？】【大】【空】【说】【：】【“】【还】【是】【那】【宗】【兰】【州】【生】【意】【】【我】【去】【接】【人】【家】【看】【看】【钢】【材】【的】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【一】【句】【话】【说】【得】【田】【有】【善】【措】【掱】【不】【及】【】【啊】【啊】【了】【半】【天】【，】【无】【词】【以】【对】【】【公】【安】【局】【长】【就】【站】【了】【起】【来】【，】【凶】【狠】【地】【问】【：】【“】【你】【是】【殴】【打】【人】【】【雷】【大】【空】【昰】【你】【的】【什】【么】【人】【？】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【金】【狗】【说】【：】【“】【为】【了】【許】【司】【令】【吃】【到】【野】【味】【】【福】【运】【就】【失】【了】【一】【条】【命】【啊】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【金】【狗】【说】【：】【“】【这】【我】【知】【道】【，】【我】【该】【他】【骂】【】【该】【他】【打】【，】【他】【拿】【了】【刀】【来】【】【我】【当】【时】【想】【，】【就】【是】【一】【刀】【砍】【了】【我】【】【我】【也】【不】【动】【。】【我】【死】【在】【他】【刀】【下】【】【死】【了】【我】【倒】【安】【然】【了】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【韩】【文】【举】【说】【：】【“】【是】【演】【过】【】【我】【演】【的】【是】【五】【品】【州】【官】【，】【帽】【子】【是】【方】【翎】【的】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【田】【有】【善】【却】【点】【到】【他】【的】【名】【了】【】【说】【：】【“】【金】【狗】【，】【上】【一】【次】【你】【可】【没】【有】【尽】【到】【一】【个】【记】【者】【的】【职】【责】【啊】【！】【这】【一】【次】【】【不】【仅】【是】【县】【上】【的】【大】【事】【，】【也】【是】【地】【区】【是】【省】【上】【的】【一】【件】【大】【事】【！】【你】【要】【好】【好】【写】【些】【报】【道】【】【报】【道】【可】【以】【在】【州】【报】【、】【省】【报】【、】【《】【人】【民】【日】【报】【》】【上】【发】【嘛】【！】【现】【在】【日】【子】【好】【过】【了】【，】【我】【们】【不】【能】【忘】【记】【这】【好】【日】【子】【是】【怎】【么】【得】【来】【的】【】【要】【发】【扬】【光】【大】【革】【命】【传】【统】【啊】【！】【”】【金】【狗】【表】【示】【一】【定】【尽】【力】【，】【和】【白】【石】【寨】【县】【委】【通】【讯】【组】【、】【广】【播】【站】【的】【同】【志】【配】【合】【好】【】【及】【时】【把】【一】【切】【新】【闻】【报】【道】【出】【去】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【刘】【老】【三】【说】【：】【“】【你】【是】【有】【福】【的】【老】【汉】【】【人】【家】【不】【让】【你】【操】【心】【，】【白】【叫】【你】【享】【福】【你】【还】【不】【悦】【意】【】【画】【匠】【叔】【，】【这】【机】【动】【船】【开】【回】【来】【】【金】【狗】【他】【们】【就】【更】【成】【事】【了】【，】【船】【上】【就】【不】【是】【要】【两】【个】【三】【个】【人】【】【需】【得】【人】【手】【多】【，】【你】【给】【金】【狗】【说】【说】【】【让】【我】【们】【入】【股】【去】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【小】【水】【说】【：】【“】【我】【伤】【什】【么】【心】【，】【他】【会】【能】【记】【着】【我】【】【”】【哭】【腔】【就】【下】【来】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【小】【水】【自】【此】【一】【直】【穿】【那】【件】【没】【有】【第】【三】【颗】【纽】【扣】【的】【衫】【子】【】【即】【是】【风】【再】【大】【，】【刀】【子】【般】【地】【直】【往】【怀】【里】【钻】【】【她】【也】【不】【愿】【意】【换】【别】【的】【衫】【子】【或】【者】【重】【新】【在】【这】【件】【衫】【子】【上】【钉】【上】【纽】【扣】【。】【在】【恍】【恍】【惚】【惚】【的】【境】【界】【里】【】【她】【似】【乎】【觉】【得】【这】【第】【三】【颗】【纽】【扣】【不】【在】【了】【，】【自】【己】【的】【一】【颗】【心】【也】【不】【在】【了】【！】【常】【常】【丢】【三】【忘】【四】【】【明】【明】【要】【去】【某】【一】【处】【取】【什】【么】【东】【西】【时】【，】【到】【那】【一】【处】【了】【却】【忘】【记】【了】【该】【取】【什】【么】【】【甚】【至】【在】【给】【爷】【爷】【和】【福】【运】【说】【话】【的】【时】【候】【，】【说】【着】【说】【着】【就】【记】【不】【起】【还】【要】【说】【的】【一】【件】【事】【】【这】【个】【时】【候】【，】【她】【是】【多】【么】【恨】【金】【狗】【呀】【】【但】【常】【常】【恨】【过】【之】【后】【，】【她】【就】【更】【觉】【惶】【恐】【：】【咒】【人】【会】【把】【人】【咒】【死】【的】【】【她】【这】【种】【怨】【恨】【会】【不】【会】【给】【金】【狗】【带】【来】【灾】【难】【呢】【？】【她】【甚】【至】【怀】【疑】【过】【自】【己】【以】【前】【是】【不】【是】【看】【错】【了】【也】【爱】【错】【了】【金】【狗】【】【但】【这】【种】【想】【法】【才】【一】【泛】【上】【心】【头】【，】【她】【就】【马】【上】【打】【消】【】【当】【她】【一】【个】【人】【呆】【在】【某】【一】【处】【情】【不】【自】【禁】【地】【说】【道】【：】【“】【金】【狗】【，】【你】【学】【坏】【了】【】【你】【这】【坏】【金】【狗】【！】【”】【却】【立】【即】【默】【声】【祈】【祷】【，】【永】【不】【愿】【他】【真】【是】【学】【坏】【了】【】【小】【水】【确】【实】【是】【剪】【不】【断】【理】【还】【乱】【那】【一】【脉】【情】【思】【啊】【，】【虽】【然】【金】【狗】【离】【开】【她】【走】【了】【】【将】【永】【远】【属】【于】【另】【一】【个】【女】【人】【了】【，】【但】【她】【怀】【念】【着】【往】【昔】【的】【情】【谊】【】【这】【情】【谊】【有】【什】【么】【错】【吗】【？】【它】【是】【纯】【洁】【的】【】【真】【挚】【的】【，】【常】【忆】【常】【新】【的】【】【似】【乎】【就】【是】【她】【从】【此】【以】【后】【漫】【长】【的】【人】【生】【旅】【途】【上】【的】【一】【袋】【干】【粮】【，】【永】【远】【值】【得】【咀】【嚼】【！】【让】【金】【狗】【再】【全】【心】【全】【意】【地】【来】【爱】【她】【已】【不】【可】【能】【】【且】【这】【种】【奢】【望】【在】【小】【水】【看】【来】【已】【近】【于】【荒】【唐】【甚】【至】【可】【耻】【，】【但】【是】【她】【愈】【来】【愈】【多】【的】【体】【会】【是】【】【被】【别】【人】【爱】【是】【一】【种】【幸】【福】【，】【而】【爱】【别】【人】【则】【是】【一】【种】【更】【长】【久】【无】【限】【的】【幸】【福】【！】【她】【偷】【偷】【给】【金】【狗】【写】【过】【三】【封】【信】【】【却】【一】【封】【信】【也】【未】【寄】【出】【，】【只】【是】【在】【过】【着】【一】【种】【将】【痛】【苦】【炮】【制】【成】【幸】【福】【的】【单】【相】【思】【的】【日】【子】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【田】【有】【善】【说】【：】【“】【告】【状】【，】【告】【什】【么】【状】【】【天】【大】【的】【事】【先】【吃】【了】【饭】【再】【说】【吧】【。】【我】【好】【赖】【是】【个】【书】【记】【】【谁】【敢】【欺】【负】【了】【我】【的】【乡】【亲】【？】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【韩】【文】【举】【怔】【了】【一】【下】【】【酒】【有】【些】【醒】【，】【问】【道】【：】【“】【这】【妇】【人】【还】【给】【你】【更】【好】【的】【了】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【金】【狗】【說】【：】【“】【这】【是】【自】【然】【的】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【英】【英】【说】【：】【“】【我】【和】【新】【娘】【子】【就】【坐】【到】【炕】【上】【吃】【吧】【】【我】【来】【陪】【她】【。】【你】【放】【心】【】【我】【会】【照】【顾】【她】【周】【周】【到】【到】【的】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【男】【人】【就】【笑】【了】【：】【“】【金】【狗】【老】【师】【的】【未】【婚】【妻】【来】【了】【，】【是】【得】【回】【去】【安】【排】【一】【下】【的】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【金】【狗】【说】【：】【“】【你】【想】【想】【我】【能】【自】【杀】【吗】【？】【不】【明】【不】【白】【地】【吃】【了】【冤】【】【我】【就】【死】【去】【？】【这】【伤】【不】【要】【紧】【了】【】【再】【过】【不】【长】【时】【间】【就】【全】【好】【了】【。】【你】【去】【吃】【酒】【吧】【】【能】【喝】【就】【多】【喝】【些】【，】【招】【呼】【让】【大】【伙】【喝】【好】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【金】【狗】【说】【：】【“】【爹】【哪】【里】【知】【道】【】【我】【们】【很】【少】【通】【过】【信】【，】【一】【闹】【矛】【盾】【】【她】【竟】【给】【报】【社】【领】【导】【去】【信】【，】【要】【求】【将】【我】【退】【回】【农】【村】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【小】【水】【说】【：】【“】【会】【灵】【验】【的】【】【现】【在】【只】【看】【金】【狗】【的】【意】【思】【了】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【一】【位】【画】【家】【曾】【经】【对】【我】【评】【述】【过】【他】【自】【己】【的】【画】【：】【他】【力】【图】【追】【求】【一】【种】【简】【洁】【的】【风】【格】【，】【但】【他】【现】【在】【却】【必】【须】【将】【画】【面】【搞】【得】【很】【繁】【很】【实】【】【在】【用】【减】【法】【之】【前】【而】【大】【用】【加】【法】【。】【我】【恐】【怕】【也】【是】【如】【此】【】【必】【须】【先】【写】【完】【这】【部】【作】【品】【了】【，】【因】【为】【我】【的】【哲】【学】【意】【识】【太】【差】【】【生】【活】【底】【气】【不】【足】【，】【技】【巧】【更】【是】【生】【涩】【】【我】【必】【要】【先】【踏】【着】【别】【人】【的】【路】【子】【走】【，】【虽】【然】【这】【条】【路】【上】【已】【有】【成】【百】【上】【千】【的】【优】【秀】【作】【家】【将】【其】【了】【不】【起】【的】【作】【品】【放】【在】【了】【我】【的】【面】【前】【】【于】【是】【，】【我】【是】【认】【真】【来】【写】【这】【部】【作】【品】【的】【】【企】【图】【使】【它】【更】【多】【混】【茫】【，】【更】【多】【蕴】【藉】【】【以】【总】【结】【我】【以】【前】【的】【创】【作】【，】【且】【更】【有】【一】【层】【意】【义】【是】【有】【意】【识】【在】【这】【一】【部】【作】【品】【里】【修】【我】【的】【性】【和】【练】【我】【的】【笔】【】【扼】【制】【在】【写】【到】【一】【半】【时】【之】【所】【以】【心】【态】【浮】【躁】【正】【是】【想】【当】【文】【学】【家】【这】【个】【作】【祟】【的】【鬼】【欲】【望】【，】【而】【冲】【和】【、】【宽】【缓】【】【可】【以】【说】【，】【我】【在】【战】【胜】【这】【部】【作】【品】【的】【同】【时】【也】【战】【胜】【了】【我】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【干】【部】【说】【：】【“】【卖】【起】【把】【杖】【以】【后】【，】【山】【里】【人】【的】【热】【情】【很】【高】【】【但】【后】【来】【听】【说】【两】【岔】【乡】【来】【了】【人】【要】【收】【木】【头】【，】【木】【头】【价】【当】【然】【比】【把】【杖】【高】【得】【多】【】【一】【人】【去】【卖】【了】【，】【十】【人】【二】【十】【人】【就】【跟】【着】【看】【样】【！】【结】【果】【各】【家】【都】【在】【砍】【伐】【自】【己】【的】【山】【林】【】【自】【己】【的】【山】【林】【当】【然】【自】【己】【可】【以】【砍】【伐】【，】【但】【都】【像】【剃】【头】【发】【一】【样】【往】【过】【砍】【】【这】【还】【了】【得】【？】【乡】【政】【府】【领】【导】【极】【力】【想】【把】【巫】【岭】【贫】【穷】【帽】【子】【甩】【掉】【】【也】【不】【制】【止】【，】【只】【规】【定】【不】【准】【砍】【伐】【集】【体】【山】【林】【】【可】【山】【民】【砍】【红】【了】【眼】【，】【砍】【了】【自】【己】【的】【山】【林】【就】【偷】【集】【体】【的】【】【现】【在】【集】【体】【山】【林】【被】【偷】【砍】【了】【许】【多】【。】【这】【样】【下】【去】【】【可】【就】【是】【得】【了】【眼】【前】【利】【，】【误】【了】【长】【远】【大】【事】【啊】【！】【我】【们】【驻】【乡】【干】【部】【已】【经】【商】【定】【好】【】【坚】【决】【得】【制】【止】【住】【，】【乡】【政】【府】【领】【导】【若】【还】【无】【动】【于】【衷】【】【我】【们】【就】【要】【向】【上】【级】【报】【告】【啦】【！】【”】【