Finding out that my father is not my biological father.
by Shallyn
In 1992 after having my first child, my Mother decides to tell me that my Dad is not my biological father.
I was 24 years old and completely devastated.
My Mother told me this out of her own hurt and bitterness toward my Dad, hoping by telling me this it would hurt him instead.
I felt myself falling into a depression shortly after but mentally blocked it from my mind knowing I had to take care of my daughter.
A year later, I had a panic attack and found my "demons" coming to surface.
I spent three years in counseling and had to remove myself from my mother at the time.
I found she was poison and I had to regroup myself.
My counselor stated that when I first came to see him, I looked like I was ran over by an 18 wheeler and left to die.
After three years, I found myself able to talk about the "situation" without having a full blown anxiety attack and my spiritual journey began.
When my mother told me this, my biological father had been dead for 2 years.
I met him one time when I was 17, but I did not know who he was.
I am 42 years old now and for 18 years I still remain without complete peace and find that the "situation" comes up and haunts me now and then.
I found myself in some type of identity crisis for years.
After seeking answers from spiritual guides, church, praying, counseling, etc., I still do not know how to let this go completely.
It remains a shadow.
I have finally told myself not seek answers from anywhere else and just wait on God to come through and bring me a peace that only he can give.
I wanted to share my story here in hopes that reaching out, I may stumble upon "the answer".
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Those who grow Tall by giving it their All, without the worry of Fall, are powered by a Passion, that is born from Inspiration.英语翻译Time real is a terrifying thing,Remember now:how great i love him before, his love has disappeared.maybe we were hurt too deep,i know:we can`t go to before,i also don`t want to return before,althought before was beautiful,but it is before.now`s me,only want to treasure now`s all.Unconsciously i begin fall in love with L,althought we are not get together always,but that`s feels really very comfortable ,maybe our nature is too similar,so i kown what things he can want,when he can get angry. that`s feels can`t use any words to express,it is delicate!somethings i don`t say any words but he can understand,somethings he don`t say a word but i can konw the all..i hope the feels can go on always,thank your love,because it makes me find myself,miss you everyday...`
时间确实是一个恐怖的东西,记得以前我多么的爱他.但是现在.他的爱已经消失了,也许我们被伤害的太深.我知道,我们不能再回到以前了,我也不想再回到以前,尽管以前的时光很美丽,但是那也已经过去了,现在的我,只是想珍惜现在的一切,无意识的.我开始爱上了L.尽管我们总是不能在一起.但是这却让我感觉非常舒服,也许我们的习惯很相似.所以我知道什么东西是他想要的,当他生气的时候.事实上.这种感觉不能用任何语言去形容.它是细致优雅的!一些事情我不知道该怎么说但是他能理解我,一些东西他不知道该怎么说但是我能知道他想说的一切...我希望这个感觉能一直维持下去,谢谢你的爱,因为它让我找到了我自己,想念你每一天...超难翻译.越翻译越感觉.无语..!完全手打
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